So for the last year or so, I've been having reoccurring issues in my dominant arm. It got better, for the most part, but overworking it was like horrible fire.
This past month it got even worse, to the point of excruciating. I had to quit my job to prevent further wear since my job was a loading dock job. It involves lots of heavy lifting and no one was really considerate of my issues. I guess I don't blame them. They have their own lives to worry about. I've seen doctor after doctor, after spending a ton on unnecessary treatment, including an x-ray, because that's what you do to check a muscle [note: sarcasm] and basically brushed me off on an orthopedist... which costs like... 5x more than this doctor. *groan* MRIs are flippin' expensive too. Way out of my price range. So I dunno, I know my arm muscle's deteriorating and... I dunno what to do? lol
Life's kind of being a spaz right now. I don't mean to sound like I'm the most miserable person on the planet or anything, because I'm not. I've got great friends and lots of awesome people in my life. I have a roof over my head and plenty of food to eat. I, at least I think, have the rest of my health. So I'm grateful for all these things. I don't want pity or anything like that. I just had a ton of plans of things I wanted to do, and they had to be put on hold. I was going to work on my next two graphic novels, man! DX Ugh. So I'm kind of not feeling so fine. I'm trying to remain optimistic, but this hurdle is really eating at me. It's even causing whatever's left of my faith to suffer, which has been also a big issue in my life for the last year. If I hear another person say "your arm's having issues because you're not praying enough," I'm gonna kick them in the face.
I'm at least practicing with my other arm in case the worst happens, I still got that. My left arm's getting plenty of rest so hopefully it'll be good to go again... maybe? I have no idea. I'm not even sure why I wrote this. lol. I have mentioned the arm issue, but I've been holding a lot of this in myself... I just needed a release. I've been alone a lot lately. Most of my friends have been busy with their lives. And that's awesome. Do your thing, guys. Mel loves you. <3
I've been reading a ton on food and diets, haha. So I'm not going crazy. I also read "L'il Depressed Boy" by Image comics recently. It's a fun little book you guys may enjoy. www.amazon.com/Lil-Depressed-B…
That's it from me. If you don't read this, whatever, yo. If you do, uh... thanks?